whirlwind

i have been sick and throwing up all day - i think it is pei wei's fault. Boooo. Pei Wei has never been one of my favs, and the only reason i went there is because Gabe and Hannes love it. Never going there again.

I have been around kids nonstop for the past 6 days. I think I am going to go insane. I can't imagine being a mother one day and being around kids nonstop for God knows how long. I have not had any me time and it is seriously not good for my health. ME ME ME ME ME, yea whatever, it is all about me at this moment. When I feel this shitty, most things go!

I drove to Ft. Worth yesterday because my sister and bro-in-law are out of town for ten days, and my mom is here with the kids. I felt bad for her and thought that I could help out a little. Before I came here I was with the two children that I babysit for. I had them by myself for 2.5 days. Pretty much going in sane.

Lets see - Hannes has pooped a little on the couch since I have been here, spilled cereal all over the kitchen floor, hours later spilled an entire pitcher of apple juice on the floor, wrote on the wall with marker, and plenty more.

My mom is amazing - I don't know how she does it. I can't wrap my mind around having 4 children - especially spaced out over time. geeeeeeeeeez. i am so not selfless right now.

now i am going to shut up about kids

i love tazo calm tea at night - with soy milk and honey - it is perhaps my favorite thing as of late
i also love tazo passion iced tea
i like tea

i have really been missing england lately
i am supremely jealous of all the Americans that got to stay for the whole year

i watched 'The Queen' - i liked it - watch it

the end for now